
Wow. It’s been a long time since I clicked “New Post” on here. I set these lofty expectations for myself and promised to start working on Newborn Rodeo again today, but truth be told, I’m not sure if that’s something I’m capable of doing. My life consists of more obligations, more aspirations, and less stability than ever before. That’ll kill blog dreams in a minute.
Speaking of dreams, I’m living a few of those right now. Fuck you think I stopped posting all summer for? If I went into the details of everything I did during those glorious three months with Complex in New York you’d be impressed, but that’s corny. Use your imagination.
The point is: I don’t think I can keep up with Newborn Rodeo anymore. I’m back at school. I’m still writing for Complex. I’m spending every waking second making sure I can call the city pictured above “home” when I graduate. Whatever the case, I’ll always appreciate this site and everything it’s done for me. One year ago I was directionless and the ability to escape to NBR everyday put me in the position I’m in presently.
Now, after all of that, this is less of a priority. It’s a little fucked up, right? Surely you understand me though. If it’s any consolation, I’m reconsidering my vague departure from the world of Newborn Rodeo with every keystroke. You might visit again and see me back to my old ways, but no guarantees.
Until then, I’m in my zone…
–Ernest Baker
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